Heyya~
life has been so boring but theres some fun parts tho~
my birthday is coming and i swaer it'll be damn bored as bored as my past years birthday~
-_-)~
gawd dammit~
i fuckin need to fuckin get a job fuckin A.S.A.P!!~
-_-)~
this is so fuckin stupid
and im fuckin pissed~

what i want to do~
*get a job~
*get EOS~
*get a new charger for my phone~
*shave my head~
*have colourful dreadlocks~
*get a life~
*i need braces~
*ballerina
*be heartless
*be ego
*be wat i want to be
*JOB JOB JOBB!!! -_-)~

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I HAD IT WITH LOVE!~
DATS IT THATS THE LAST OF ME YOU'LL SEE~
-_-)~

falling again~

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wen out with sha awhile to go eat~
then i slack around with my sis and fanana~
went sheesha-ing~
BOREDOM HOLE DAY -_-)~
when can i finally see you kncoking yourself DOWN! -_-)~

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Why love just knocks me down -_-)~
y must i get all dis back wen watever i did was only for you! -_-)~
only you can give me that breathe of mine~
but u dont see me~

-_-)~

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I MAY BE UGLY, VIOLENT, NAIVE!!
BUT IM TOTALY NOT HEARTLESS!~ -_-)~
stop dis confusions stop dis complications~

and yeah uu "shut up let me go HEY!!"
i hate you to da core!~
i hate everything about u!~
i hate how ur eyes sparkles~
i hate how ur hair look like~
and i hate how u smile!~ =_-)~
artghh~

today just sucks tho~
wadever~

i've got purple strip on my hair~
and green~
i want red after dis~
den blue~
den den dennn DREADLOCKS =D~

and to nero~
its okay T_T~
"wadever lah"

*im dead*

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Some pics i took yesterday~
wen out with sha~
just to clear each other minds with this wild world heading toward our lives~
didnt get to mit him~
some misunderstandings there~
bumped into monsie~
so took some pics with her too~
haha~
miss u loads babe =D~

and ONLY LOVE A PERSON IF HE/SHE IS SINCERE ENOUGH~
-_-)~
ILY =(~

*Im Dead*

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PLANS ALL DOWN THE DRAIN!!~

AND NOW IM LEFT WITH NOWHERE TO GO!!~

-_-)~

SHOULD MAKE MORE THAN ONE PLAN NEXT TIME!!~

DAMMIT!!~

IM SO SO PISSED TODAY!!~

*im dead*

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Today's friday~
anyway yesterday post was thursday and not wednesday~
typo mistake~
lazy to change~
yesterday really sucks big time~
and forever it will~

today woke up early in the morning with nothing on my handphone screen~
just a picture~
no text no miss calls~
-_-)~
dammit~
and yea~
quarrel with my sis~
-_-)~
dis sucks sucks sucks sucks~
hmmpf~
im aint gonna talk to """ no more~
""" just dont really care anyway~
so wad da hell~
i dont care also =D~
it takes two things to make a sound~
so i cant make a sound myself right~
always need the other party~
altough your a friend or a stranger~
hmmpf~
how i wish my life was filled with chocolate pettles roses with candy stems ehem ehem with "weed grass" candy floss clouds chocolate milk river ice cream trees and ballerina's.
-_-)~
guys just sucks now~
i dont need a man to make things happened~
i dont need a man to make me feel good~
i just give up~
i gave up once
i gave up twice
i gave up thrice
and BOOM theres no trying no more~
Woot Woot~

i hate reading """ blog now~
i usually read it like everyday every post every fucking time!~
and now dont even think i want to read~
-_-)~

signing off ; OuhhMiMiN~
*I want to be the ballerina in your heart*
*Im Dead*

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Today SUCKS!!~
I HATE WEDNESDEY!!
I HATE YOU TOO STUPID MATREP!!!~
arghh!~
soo typical low life no life assholes!!~
your future rots!!~
arghhhh!!!~
im so pissed fucking shitt assholesss!!!~
-_-)~

anyway, banged into sha[X] wen i was otw to admiralty~
hahaks~
that was at woodlands inter~
he wanted to go jam~
LOL~
sha u know i know!
GOOD LUCK =D~

he didnt text me for 2 days now~
and i dont know whats gonna happened on saturday~
maybe every plan just pass me by~

I hate my life~
I hate my Looks~
I hate Myself~
I hate just every lil bit bout myself!~
-_-)~
dis sucks big time~
i've been always so happy~
and today something just make me feel down~
and just shot me thru the heart~
hmmpf~
maybe im the low life no life asshole~
wadever~
im out~

*I want to be a ballerina in ur heart dearesr fren*
*dis leaves me to only heartache and pain*
*Im dead*

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I wish You Could Just Come Home~
;Sex;Drugs;Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me; Yippy Hippy

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Morningg!!! =D~
it's so early in the morning and i have no idea why the hell i'm awake~
-_-)~
Feeling sickish~
having bad fever!~
this sucks!~
FOREVER FEVER!~ -_-)~
yesterday went jamming
cock up shit man yesterday!~
dammit assholes!~
stupid leader is just tooo BOSSY!! FUSSY!! SELF-centerd , BIG FUCK EGO'S!!~
gaah!~
freaking mad at him man!~
i just waste to much time and money on you guys man!~
i need to waste more time AND MONEY ON MYSELF!~ -_-)~
I want to go shopping!!!~
GOD!!~
I NEED DREADLOCKS!!!~
I NEED BRACES!!!~
I want Tattoos!!!~
I Dont Want Piercings no more!!!~
I NEED FREAKING O'S!!!~
I NEED TO GO LA SALLE!!~ -_-)~
darn!~
-_-)~
ou and yea!!!~
about the performance~
what i heard was it will not be on november~
but it will be on COUNTDOWN!
at Sembawang~
wad da fish~

time check 8.22 a.m~
and i cant sleep~
and im out!!~ =D~

ps. Come Home! -_-)~

Signing off ; OuhhMiMiN~

;Sex;Drugs;Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me; Yippy Hippy

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I'VE ALWAYS WISHED TO BE A BALLERINA -_-)~
Beautiful Ballerina's dancing so smoothly~
So Elegently~
Ouh How I Wish~

I Only Wish To Become Something Beutiful Through My Music And My Silent Devotion~

;Sex;Drugs;Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me; Yippy Hippy

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Im back~
n levels are over now~
finally got some peace~
hari raya is so boring~

i have always been a fan of this person's blog~
the words the sentences remains so i dont know just beyond words~
i have no idea what to type now~
im just so blank~
when i read his blog today~
i had no emotions at all~
its like reading a book with just nothing to say~
all i have tos ay is~
some people just dont realise how love can hurt us that much~
for a moment i thought he was just heartless~
i texted him but then he said he was worried why didnt i text him the whole day~
but!~
when i replied he didnt replied back~
so i waited and finally i texted him to ask if his busy~
and yea he replied saying yea he is and he'll get back to me latter~
but he didnt~
been hours now~
and im still waiting~
or maybe his just tired cos he just got back from work~
or...~
i dont know~
sometimes i just dont get it~
maybe his just not for me~
im moving on dearest friend~

just need sometime alone~

and maybe having a performance next month at orchard~
or maybe not~
i have no idea!~

theres this song im just so touched by it~
come home - eyes set to kill
when im with you - eyes set to kill
harder than you know - escape the fate
do listen ayte!~

siging off
~OuhhMiMiN~


;Sex;Drugs;Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me; Yippy Hippy

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