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title: Dear Diary,
Spam as much as u want~ as long as i know im aint like dat its okae~ Thank =))~ Lets start went out with my fren wen suddenly at beach road~ i saw him~ that hippy skater~ i was so pissed and happy at the same time, his so diff now~ with his eyebrows trimmed and that dreads of him~ i really cant move on~ Im Sorry~ I just cant~ and no i cant deny that~ being inlove with someone u liked and loved for so long or even just few days it feels so much more than love~ It feels like heaven~ mayb its aint love at first sight~ but~ i just cant~ I find it kindda sad the dreams that i have just fly awy~ i really dont like the silence~ as they speak the truth~ the facts!~ i dont know what to do~ to accepr the truth or just to dissect it~ im blinded by him~ im blinded by everything~ mayb putting out my feelings here just aint right~ people read it people comment it~ it just dont feel ryte~ but i just want him to read this and see how i see.~ ..... i found a way to ley u win~ but i let myself down~ every risk is taken~ im surrounded by u~ and it written all over my face~ cant move on~ your the only one i want~ bu its aint my fault~ arghhhhh.... GOD DAMMIT!!!! Peace out mates~ =))~ take care =))~ Hug n kisses~ =(( =(( =(( =(( ;Sex;Drugs;Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me; Yippy Hippy |
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title: Dear Diary,
Mummy just came back from the hospital after a week retained~ my malay n levels oral was GREAT!~ quiet easy thou haha~ n now listening to RIA~ haha~ today quiet funny~ hahaha~ i dont know wad to say actually~ The sorrow is still there~ The pain is still there~ HGow i wish i could sing you a song on stage infront of all and tell you that theres no way im moving on FUCKER! I hate you now thou~ but i have no SAY LARHH!!!~ uhhhh!~ god dammit~ ;Sex;Drugs;Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me; Yippy Hippy Jipsy |
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title: Schoolll~ Dear diary,
today i went to school. Lol its like a miracle that im doing it~ haha~ schools okae for today~ alot of shocking vibes i got~ haha~ like dat guy in dat company~ like dat girl gettin fooled~ like dat guy being dumb~ its a total havoc!~ but its fun thou~ and guess wad when art time our class went to the ITR, and in there already have a laptop for the students to use! WAD DA HELL!~ cool shyt ryte!~ fujitsu lappy with built in webcam and mic! doiink~ i was shocked wen i got to find out~ wadever lets skip that~ now im bored to death~ SCHOOL PLEASE END FAST!!!!!! Till here Peace Mates~ ;Sex;Drugs;Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me; Yippy Hippy |
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title: Dear Diary,
Thanks Monsie for the concern~ hmmmpfh!~ im so in love with this song~ "Innocence" Waking up I see that everything is OK The first time in my life and now it's so great Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed I think about the little things that make life great I wouldn't change a thing about it This is the best feeling [Chorus] This innocence is brilliant I hope that it will stay This moment is perfect Please don't go away I need you now And I'll hold on to it Don't you let it pass you by I found a place so safe, not a single tear The first time in my life and now it's so clear Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere I wouldn't change a thing about it This is the best feeling [Chorus] It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming It's the happiness inside that you're feeling It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming It's the happiness inside that you're feeling It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry This innocence is brilliant Makes you wanna cry This innocence is brilliance Please don't go away Cause I need you now And I'll hold on to it Don't you let it pass you by Tearfull.. PEACE MATE~ |
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title: Dear diary,
Its been a quite day today, went to school to take my oral. Got back feeling so tired.... Still sick, throat still hurting~ its so red~ I SAW WITH MY EYESSSS!~ it looks do painfulllllllllllll obviously it is.. Doiink being dumb~ so boring... the whole day sit infront of this lappy dont even know what to do. Till here PEACE MATE~ ;Sex;Drugs;Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me; Yippy Hippy |
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title: Dear Diary,
Life have been so awfull, loads of its up and downs highs and lows. Friendship turn to dust , Love faced its greatest challenge. Sitting down here everyday and every night thinking what will happened tomorrow. Should i get a grip?, and forget about the past? and move on with an open heart. Or should i just sit in the corner waiting and regretting the past and future to come?. what have i done?, where did i go wrong?. Should i or should i not?. These are the few random questions been playing in my head ever since. I realise something that i was'nt really moving on. I am still stuck in my own nightmare. I am still sobering in my own sleep. After what happened a month ago, it did'nt really open neither my eyes nor my heart. i was flushed by the sound of my own sadness. altough time pass and i should move on. i tried and tried and finally i gave up. his words went down the drain. he dont really meant what he say. or maybe he dont really understand what he said. or mayb he just pitied me, because i was so into him?~ Im still lost. Im still blurred. And haunted by his presence. God i really need to overcome this SHIT! this is totally not about that fucker alif~ its all about that jipsy hippy =(( Peace Mates~ ;Sex;Drugs;Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me; Yippy Hippy |
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title: Dear Diary,
Gawd dammit Been sick since last wednesday! Till now!~ and my throat is so damn hurting... urghhhhh.... i didnt got to celebrate Yuyul's bdae so SORRY!!!~ i was freakin sick~ Today supposed to go for my "N levels" English oral~ but didnt attend~ DAMMIT!~ cant bear dis for another moment!~ Im speechless now~ PEACE MATE~ ;Sex;Drugs;Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me; Yippy Hippy |
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title: today~ Dear Diary,
Today was so not great!~ had to run for my 2.4 km~ haha~ half way gone~ Lost my stamina~ i've never failed n now i've failed~ wdh ryte~!!! Anyway yesterday before going to school slack the whole day with Haiqal, Din, Mamat, Jamil, Cikboss, hakim, wak leh?? wak leh isit his name~ i dont really know jeng~ doiink~ after school today went to East Coast BRAND NEW skate park!!!~ THE bowl was GREAT!~ Jyeahhh!~ fell alot but, ouhhwell we learn from our mistakes~ To me If theres a WILL theres a WAY~ and If you do DARE to DO something ur intrested in GO FOR IT NEVER SAY GIVE UP!~ LOL I went back around 10.30pm slack around basket court den went back haha~ tirein day but over all was great! anyway i have to wish someone!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUYUL!!! Happy birthday to you!~ Happy birthday to you!~ Happy birthday to YUYUL!!~ Happy birthday to you!!!!!!!~ till here~ Peace Mate~ ;Sex;Drugs;Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me; Yippy Hippy |
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title: Crazy Cousin! Dear Diary,
Yesterday was damn fun~ Got to went out with my LOVELY ROCKER COUSIN!! Haiqal a.k.a BoBoI~ haha~ went out accompany jamil pay some stuff around 2 plus~ around 4 i think went to orchard, somerset ~ haha~ den to bugis~ its was freakin RAINING heavily when i was at town with my cousin~ and guess what i walked all the way WITHOUT SLIPPERS~ as it was Freakin Slippery! haha~ i was so so soakin wet~ i was wearin jeans ~ tank top ~ denim jacket~ slippers! my cousin ~ shorty shorts ~ denim jacket and dont forget SLIPPERS! and his cap on~ haha~ we had fun~ then went to mit MONSIE!!! HAHA~!!! SHORTY TWIN OF MINE!!!~ =)) WE look alike tough haha~ I LOVE HER~ lets continue~ then we went to meet Zombie!!~ hahaha~ Crazy wak~ treated to TRANSFORMERS 2!!!!~ WHEEEEEEEEEEE MEGAN FOX is sooo a guy, i can see his/her adams apple!!~ WDH!!!~ and sam kissed her~ gawdd~ it must be a NIGHTMARE for him!~ the movie was damn GREAT!!! SO LOVING IT!~ then went back around 10 reach Eunos~ Slack at Basket for awhile~ den went home~ at around 12.30 i went back to basket~ there was Jamil, Cik Boss, Din, Mamat, Nazar, Haiqal (cousin) hahaha~ so funny sia the whole night~ i went back around 3 plus hahaha~ Funny shyt!~ Till here Mates~ Peace Mates!!~ Sex;Drugs;Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me; Yippy Hippy |
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title: Dear Diary,
let's continue from the latest post~ Friends?~ hmmpfh~ Friends dont talk bad about the other behind his/her back~ Some one told me that~ when i was away~ theres this "person" from my class~ it was art time and he/she said, that i cant make it to O LEVELS!~ Who is he/she to judge me!~ I have NO say!~ I'll prove to you GUYS out there I CAN MAKE IT!~ Not to make a BIG issue here~ But Please Mind ya OWN BUSINESS!~ what the hell!~ no comment!~ ............................................................................................................................................................ ;Sex;Drugs;Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me; Yippy Hippy |
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title: Life Dear Diary,
Life has been in its rocky edge~ Friends all faded away~ Love ran away~ school holidays been spending most of my time with "friends", Skating, slacking around, and stuff...... but have you ever thought, u spend most of ur time with ur "out-side friends" and not ur "school mates"... sometimes your schoolmates may have some plans, but they dont even agree or want to invite urself along.... Why not?~ Somerset! The worse place ever to be...~ Some people go there to enjoy themselfs~ for instance Skate, Slack around, enjoy moments over there~ But wad did some freaks go there for?~ GETTING OTHERS ON THEIR NERVES~ lets talk about "Syamil" Borrowed my "PSP" and dont wanna return~ lets start~ he said his gonna give back~ told me to mit him here and there~ but guess wat he never turned up~ a few weeks later saw him at S.PARK talked to him~ and he said "i'll give you your PSP.... I'll give you TWO PSP... A New one and Your Old One.. The New one if the money dont drop by 3 days his taking it back... " Let me ask you readers wad do u think~ I THINK HIS A PHATHETIC MORON!~ Wad the Fuck!!! I was so blurred and pissed~ The only thing i wanted to do is HIT HIS FARKING FACE HARD!!!!..... But Freddy came and pull me away!~ adoii!!~ next time let me hit him first!~ he just one moron who wants money!!! MONEY AND MORE MONEY!!!!~ By taking others stuff can give u money?~ yes it may!~ but theres concequences!!~ Thought of reporting it to the Police~ Why not he will be charged "Twice as much" For Stealing and AWALL~ hahahhaha~ Monsie I Miss You!!!!~ Lets talk about my Love life~ Hmmmmpfh~ Some guys just dont meant their words~ "I just dont wanna lose you!" Wad the HELL!!~ u saw me at S.PARK also make a dumb face!~ WAD DA HELL!!! 4 is my favorite number~ But u turn it into an unLUCKY number!~ I Have no say~ and todays is the 4th of july~ i thought its gonna be great~ im wrong~ I dont even know am still with ya or not~ im confused~ Thanks Baby~ Im out of words~ I'll update more soon~ Peace Mates~ ;Sex;Drugs;Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me; Yippy Hippy |
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