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date: Tuesday, July 14, 2009
time:12:35 AM
Dear Diary,

Life have been so awfull, loads of its up and downs highs and lows.
Friendship turn to dust , Love faced its greatest challenge.
Sitting down here everyday and every night thinking what will happened tomorrow.
Should i get a grip?, and forget about the past? and move on with an open heart.
Or should i just sit in the corner waiting and regretting the past and future to come?.
what have i done?, where did i go wrong?.
Should i or should i not?.
These are the few random questions been playing in my head ever since.

I realise something that i was'nt really moving on.
I am still stuck in my own nightmare.
I am still sobering in my own sleep.
After what happened a month ago, it did'nt really open neither my eyes nor my heart.
i was flushed by the sound of my own sadness.
altough time pass and i should move on.
i tried and tried and finally i gave up.
his words went down the drain.
he dont really meant what he say.
or maybe he dont really understand what he said.
or mayb he just pitied me, because i was so into him?~
Im still lost.
Im still blurred.
And haunted by his presence.

God i really need to overcome this SHIT!

this is totally not about that fucker alif~

its all about that jipsy hippy =((
Peace Mates~



;Sex;Drugs;Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me; Yippy Hippy


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