kudabhai & alisha fashion

2010-08-18T08:13:00.003+08:00

It's been so long since i updated...
pfft.
i dont even know what to talk about..
lifes just lifes.
nothing more nothing less.

Lifes A Bitch

2010-03-23T18:19:00.003+08:00

well,

1st ; i have nth to do with you~

2nd ; i found a job and been working for about 2 weeks?? ahahah~

3rd ; KEYBOARDIST!!!! i need a keyboardist!!!!~

4th ; I HAVE A LIFE MUAHAHHA! =p~

5th ; im enjoying my Fucking Life You Fuckers~

6th ; I hate it when people say "AYE" -.-) ~

7th ; I hate irritants / annoying busteds ~

8th ; I dont need friends who are FAKERS!!! ~

9th ; I dont need a FAKER TO BE FRIENDS WITH !! ~

10th ; I dont need you!~

11th ; MY LIFE IS SO AWESOME NOW =D~

12th ; chalet awesome *Aloha loyang*

13th ; JOB AWESOME!~

14th ; F. AWESOME!~ =D~

15th ; illa awesomeeee!! =D~~

16th ; fie crazy stuff but still awesome =D~

17th ; I LOVE YOU PEOPLE!~

18th ; i have no idea what to type already~

19th ; and yea im myself no one knws me better than myself =)~

20 ; GOODBYE fakers, goodbye suckers, goodbye past life =D~

KarnEvil AWESOME! =D~

~ <3 ~ Lets Get Crazy *Drink anyone??*~ and ya i wanna go sentosa lah!!! =D ~ <3 ~

what if i was fucking normal

2010-03-08T23:10:00.003+08:00

OKay here i go~
bla bla bla bla~
i have no diea what the fuck to fucking talk about~
-_-)~
me and aryann matin went to watch alice in wonderland 3D~
who knew a fantacy like that can be so fun to watch~
hahahha!~
adoiink~

and hmmpf~
life just aint fun uh~
FUCK LAH!~
hehe~
you stupid busted!~'
ishk!~
My fault lah now?~
-_-)~
okay, my fucking fault i'll take the blame~
let me fucking find more fault and you guys can fucking fuck each other upside down
CB!~
me get a life?~
woah i do have a life~
im tired of working thats y i nvr work AND FUCKING ROT AT HOME not really rot i always go out~
-_-)~
and i fucking have a band!
so i fucking dont rot!~
MOTHER FUCKER!~

school starting soon =D~
cant wait~
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

~ <3 ~ OuhhMiMiN; lesson to be learned ~ <3 ~

2009-12-23T21:02:00.003+08:00

after so long now i decided to post some random stuff~
and yeah now im working at Uni Qlo "Ion"~
this is my first time working in retail sales line thingy~
-_-)~
it's abit harsh tho~
slapping ur life with misery and unlucky-ness~

end of year is near~
sch will be reopen~
not just any sch my new life new sch new frens~
this will be bad~
im shy!! -_-)~

and i just dont get it~
am i always left out by friends~
ouhh yes~
am i that harsh evil freak who always make u guys cry~
no right~
u guys just dont know me~
and no one will ever understand me~
growing up i was never understood~
hmmpf~
i scored brilliant for my N levels~
*confidential *
hehe~
=p~

im so unlucky nowdays~
and u knw wat this sucks big time !!! -_-)~
i have no idea wat to post~

ps;~every now & then we find a special friend who nvr lets us down, who understand it all reaches out each time we fall, i know u cant stay, a part of u will never go away, ur heart will stay i'll make a wish for u and hope it'll come true & life will just be kind to such a gentle mind if u lose ur way think back on yeste...rday remember me this way~

*Amour*
OuhhMiMiN~

2009-11-26T06:23:00.002+08:00

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Ps; I Hate You~

2009-11-25T22:18:00.002+08:00

Life is LIFE!
and Note this~
You Cant HAVE MORE THEN ONE BEST FRIEND!
doiink~
eat shit lah idiots =D~

recent pics =D~

2009-11-24T00:21:00.002+08:00

Im Dead~

Popular Hyrul Anuar =D~ hyrul lites =D~

2009-11-08T09:06:00.003+08:00

heres some phots of use =D~
Woot Woot~ =D~

2009-11-06T14:53:00.005+08:00

MY BIRTHDAY SUCKS =D~

but thank you for the wishes~
and presents~
doiink~
2 presents~
lol~
boleh lah~

went out with ayul =D~
geeeee~
watch jeniffer's body~
megan foxx is a hotty lah Bitch!!~
haha!!~
=D~

cant go out~
im grounded again~
again and again and again~
hahahahah!!~
this is so fun!!~ -_-)~

and you stupid ass fucked up sucker~
you just called me to say im ugly, oldschool im aint like those town babes dreesup wanker~
FUCK YOU!!~ =D~
i have my own style and appearence~
they are freakin fashionista thingy thingy~
im aint like that asses!
rock chick lives longer then those's trendy wankers of yours~
hgahaha~
stupid ego~
abey nak kutok from A TO Z!
siak btl!
prangai tak sudah sey~
hey come on~
i've wake up from my sleep~
altough u said reality~
but ur still "kutok-ing"
is there such word~
Doh~
u have such a HUGE EGO!~ =D~
my ego is just a handfull~
hahahaha!~
LAME LAME~ =D~

and Mummy keeps pissing me off every single day~
every single minute~
every single second~
every single semi - second~
-_-)~
this sucks big time~
serious!~ -_-)~

*im dead* for now~ =D~

-_-)~

2009-11-02T23:18:00.004+08:00

I want the plushies at http://scrumptious-sg.webs.com/apps/blog/categories/show/383416-scrumps
all of it so CUTE!!!~
FLOWER printing voodoo scrump -_-)~
and and wat keri hilson is wearin iin her "knock you down" music vid~
second verse!!
nice nice niceee!!~ -_-)~
can i have one~
darn~

2 more day to bday~
a boring one indeed~ -_-)~

and guess wat he accidentaly hit me with a guitar~
and now i have a huge eye on the left~
haha~
i look so alieny~
hahaha~
its okay dearest!!! =D~

Boredom

2009-10-31T00:37:00.003+08:00

Heyya~
life has been so boring but theres some fun parts tho~
my birthday is coming and i swaer it'll be damn bored as bored as my past years birthday~
-_-)~
gawd dammit~
i fuckin need to fuckin get a job fuckin A.S.A.P!!~
-_-)~
this is so fuckin stupid
and im fuckin pissed~

what i want to do~
*get a job~
*get EOS~
*get a new charger for my phone~
*shave my head~
*have colourful dreadlocks~
*get a life~
*i need braces~
*ballerina
*be heartless
*be ego
*be wat i want to be
*JOB JOB JOBB!!! -_-)~

2009-10-22T20:07:00.003+08:00

I HAD IT WITH LOVE!~
DATS IT THATS THE LAST OF ME YOU'LL SEE~
-_-)~

falling again~

Pics

2009-10-20T21:50:00.003+08:00

wen out with sha awhile to go eat~
then i slack around with my sis and fanana~
went sheesha-ing~
BOREDOM HOLE DAY -_-)~
when can i finally see you kncoking yourself DOWN! -_-)~

you dont see me~

2009-10-20T03:59:00.002+08:00

Why love just knocks me down -_-)~
y must i get all dis back wen watever i did was only for you! -_-)~
only you can give me that breathe of mine~
but u dont see me~

-_-)~

wad a day~

2009-10-18T23:11:00.004+08:00

I MAY BE UGLY, VIOLENT, NAIVE!!
BUT IM TOTALY NOT HEARTLESS!~ -_-)~
stop dis confusions stop dis complications~

and yeah uu "shut up let me go HEY!!"
i hate you to da core!~
i hate everything about u!~
i hate how ur eyes sparkles~
i hate how ur hair look like~
and i hate how u smile!~ =_-)~
artghh~

today just sucks tho~
wadever~

i've got purple strip on my hair~
and green~
i want red after dis~
den blue~
den den dennn DREADLOCKS =D~

and to nero~
its okay T_T~
"wadever lah"

*im dead*

Pictures =D~

2009-10-18T03:12:00.003+08:00

Some pics i took yesterday~
wen out with sha~
just to clear each other minds with this wild world heading toward our lives~
didnt get to mit him~
some misunderstandings there~
bumped into monsie~
so took some pics with her too~
haha~
miss u loads babe =D~

and ONLY LOVE A PERSON IF HE/SHE IS SINCERE ENOUGH~
-_-)~
ILY =(~

*Im Dead*

2009-10-17T13:17:00.002+08:00

PLANS ALL DOWN THE DRAIN!!~

AND NOW IM LEFT WITH NOWHERE TO GO!!~

-_-)~

SHOULD MAKE MORE THAN ONE PLAN NEXT TIME!!~

DAMMIT!!~

IM SO SO PISSED TODAY!!~

*im dead*

Giving Up

2009-10-16T13:47:00.003+08:00

Today's friday~
anyway yesterday post was thursday and not wednesday~
typo mistake~
lazy to change~
yesterday really sucks big time~
and forever it will~

today woke up early in the morning with nothing on my handphone screen~
just a picture~
no text no miss calls~
-_-)~
dammit~
and yea~
quarrel with my sis~
-_-)~
dis sucks sucks sucks sucks~
hmmpf~
im aint gonna talk to """ no more~
""" just dont really care anyway~
so wad da hell~
i dont care also =D~
it takes two things to make a sound~
so i cant make a sound myself right~
always need the other party~
altough your a friend or a stranger~
hmmpf~
how i wish my life was filled with chocolate pettles roses with candy stems ehem ehem with "weed grass" candy floss clouds chocolate milk river ice cream trees and ballerina's.
-_-)~
guys just sucks now~
i dont need a man to make things happened~
i dont need a man to make me feel good~
i just give up~
i gave up once
i gave up twice
i gave up thrice
and BOOM theres no trying no more~
Woot Woot~

i hate reading """ blog now~
i usually read it like everyday every post every fucking time!~
and now dont even think i want to read~
-_-)~

signing off ; OuhhMiMiN~
*I want to be the ballerina in your heart*
*Im Dead*

just another random day

2009-10-15T21:54:00.002+08:00

Today SUCKS!!~
I HATE WEDNESDEY!!
I HATE YOU TOO STUPID MATREP!!!~
arghh!~
soo typical low life no life assholes!!~
your future rots!!~
arghhhh!!!~
im so pissed fucking shitt assholesss!!!~
-_-)~

anyway, banged into sha[X] wen i was otw to admiralty~
hahaks~
that was at woodlands inter~
he wanted to go jam~
LOL~
sha u know i know!
GOOD LUCK =D~

he didnt text me for 2 days now~
and i dont know whats gonna happened on saturday~
maybe every plan just pass me by~

I hate my life~
I hate my Looks~
I hate Myself~
I hate just every lil bit bout myself!~
-_-)~
dis sucks big time~
i've been always so happy~
and today something just make me feel down~
and just shot me thru the heart~
hmmpf~
maybe im the low life no life asshole~
wadever~
im out~

*I want to be a ballerina in ur heart dearesr fren*
*dis leaves me to only heartache and pain*
*Im dead*

Come Home

2009-10-14T09:07:00.002+08:00

I wish You Could Just Come Home~
;Sex;Drugs;Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me; Yippy Hippy

Morning =D~

2009-10-14T08:12:00.004+08:00

Morningg!!! =D~
it's so early in the morning and i have no idea why the hell i'm awake~
-_-)~
Feeling sickish~
having bad fever!~
this sucks!~
FOREVER FEVER!~ -_-)~
yesterday went jamming
cock up shit man yesterday!~
dammit assholes!~
stupid leader is just tooo BOSSY!! FUSSY!! SELF-centerd , BIG FUCK EGO'S!!~
gaah!~
freaking mad at him man!~
i just waste to much time and money on you guys man!~
i need to waste more time AND MONEY ON MYSELF!~ -_-)~
I want to go shopping!!!~
GOD!!~
I NEED DREADLOCKS!!!~
I NEED BRACES!!!~
I want Tattoos!!!~
I Dont Want Piercings no more!!!~
I NEED FREAKING O'S!!!~
I NEED TO GO LA SALLE!!~ -_-)~
darn!~
-_-)~
ou and yea!!!~
about the performance~
what i heard was it will not be on november~
but it will be on COUNTDOWN!
at Sembawang~
wad da fish~

time check 8.22 a.m~
and i cant sleep~
and im out!!~ =D~

ps. Come Home! -_-)~

Signing off ; OuhhMiMiN~

;Sex;Drugs;Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me; Yippy Hippy

I Wish

2009-10-13T01:06:00.004+08:00

I'VE ALWAYS WISHED TO BE A BALLERINA -_-)~
Beautiful Ballerina's dancing so smoothly~
So Elegently~
Ouh How I Wish~

I Only Wish To Become Something Beutiful Through My Music And My Silent Devotion~

;Sex;Drugs;Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me; Yippy Hippy

Im Back~

2009-10-13T00:26:00.003+08:00

Im back~
n levels are over now~
finally got some peace~
hari raya is so boring~

i have always been a fan of this person's blog~
the words the sentences remains so i dont know just beyond words~
i have no idea what to type now~
im just so blank~
when i read his blog today~
i had no emotions at all~
its like reading a book with just nothing to say~
all i have tos ay is~
some people just dont realise how love can hurt us that much~
for a moment i thought he was just heartless~
i texted him but then he said he was worried why didnt i text him the whole day~
but!~
when i replied he didnt replied back~
so i waited and finally i texted him to ask if his busy~
and yea he replied saying yea he is and he'll get back to me latter~
but he didnt~
been hours now~
and im still waiting~
or maybe his just tired cos he just got back from work~
or...~
i dont know~
sometimes i just dont get it~
maybe his just not for me~
im moving on dearest friend~

just need sometime alone~

and maybe having a performance next month at orchard~
or maybe not~
i have no idea!~

theres this song im just so touched by it~
come home - eyes set to kill
when im with you - eyes set to kill
harder than you know - escape the fate
do listen ayte!~

siging off
~OuhhMiMiN~

;Sex;Drugs;Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me; Yippy Hippy

2009-09-19T17:08:00.002+08:00

WAD DA FISH still cant put colors and font~
dammit lahh!~
nvm lets start~
someone asked me wether im lazy to update my blog..
actually im not lazy i just have to much to say~
if i say it here~
people only raed it~
and they dont really know whats my true feelings thru what in say here~
Alhamdulillah i've get to see Ramadhan~
and yea todays the last day of Ramadhan~
Yesterday was damn fun~
went out with my classmates to breakfast~
wow~!~
after that went to bedok to play fire crackers~
made rockets and stuff~
had a blast of fun tho~

Life is just awhile~
Our Body is just what we borrowed from God~
we will soon Be gone~
so do what u have to do!~
dont regret anytime soon~

Love was once apart of me~
but now it disappears~
long lost worlds long lost embrace~

patience is a virtue~
but will we , us , i have the patience~

im sick and tired of all this~

DELETING MY BLOG SOON~

;Sex;Drugs;Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me; Yippy Hippy

2009-08-31T11:46:00.003+08:00

went to bay beats with my sweetest things!! I LOVE DEM SO MUCH!!~ HAPPY BELATED BDAE SHAM !!~ HAHA!!~ ANDDDD!! I WON 2ND IN BNSS IDOL! YEY! wad i have always wanted~ =D
;Sex;Drugs;Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me; Yippy Hippy

2009-08-22T15:35:00.002+08:00

Kae y cant my blogger change the font and stuff
dis is so irritating!~
LOL!~
=)~
nvm!~
as long as i can type its okae already~
okae lets start~
been hanging out with my dear Frens,
Nana, Hann, Zouk, Ayul, El, Sham, FleXx,!!~
haha~
I havent met ShaX tho haha~
LOL~
nvm will soon~

SELAMAT BERPUASA SEMUA!!!!~
HAHA~!
YEY YEY ESOK RAYA!!!~
I MEAN PUASE!~
LOL!!~
UPDATE SOON YA'LL

ANYWAY FINISH MY PRELIM WAITING FOR RESULTS!~
THAN HERE I COME N LEVELS!!~ =))
TILL HERE

PEACE MATES
DO TAKE DRUGS!~
STAY IN TROUBLES~

;Sex;Drugs;Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me; Yippy Hippy

2009-08-13T20:45:00.002+08:00

Okae Dis just sucks!!
still cant have that color stupid wadever font thingy!~
wdh!
making my day worst uh dis blog!~
Met new frens~
LOL
Shax, Hann, Sham, Ayul ~
LOL~
sweetest things ever~
had exams on wednesday~
but i didnt attend~
LOL
wad da hell~
seriuzly i dont know wad to type about~
but just now morning added convo was great~
a lifetime opportunity!~
haha~
poems~
emoing
LOL!!
haha~
had fun though~
anyway i went to HYRUL ANUAR CONCERT!!~
huhu~
i'll update the pics A.S.A.P!!
wheeeeeeeeeeee!~
Life is still the same!~
i hate skewl~
i hate my skewl frens~
i hate my classmates~
i hate them!~
they shouldnt be called fren!~
-_-
No comment~
update soon!~ =)
PEACE MATES!~ =)

;Sex;Drugs;Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me; Yippy Hippy

dammit

2009-08-05T20:13:00.006+08:00

Kae Cool!
Cant change the font and stuff!~
dammit!~
stupid blogger!~
urghhh!~

didnt go to skewl today~
was damn tired, and im not sure y~
Been very sensetive lately~
LOL!~
i know its so not me!!!!!~

Good friends come and go!~
Enemy's comes and stay!~
i've realise that similarity's bring you no where~
some who doesnt have the similar things with you do understand you more~

I Feel so invisible though~
so invisible~
even in skewl~
i find myself different from others~
as if im a ghost or something~
or an invisible freak~
im so pissed~
im sad~
im out of words!~
What kind of friends Go Out Or Even to Study and didnt invite the other one!~
What Kind of friends have no faith and hope to give to the other one!~
what kind of friend are you!~
if you call yourself that!~
I dont call that friend!~
I call that assholes!~
arhhh!~
if im aint dat good to be a friend!
TELL ME!~
DONT NEED TO BE SO ....
URGHH!~
i dunnue wat to say seriuzly!~
THANKS "Friends"
=)
school sux~
classmates lost their way~
schoolmates arrogant~

now love?~
no TIME for that!~

update soon~
Peace Mate~
Take care Readers~

;Sex;Drugs;Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me; Yippy Hippy

2009-08-01T00:23:00.000+08:00

Loving this songs nowww!! =)

"The Climb"

I can almost see it.
That dream I'm dreaming, but
There's a voice inside my head saying
You'll never reach it
Every step I'm takin'
Every move I make
Feels lost with no direction,
My faith is shakin'
But I gotta keep tryin'
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down, but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it, but
These are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most
I've just gotta keep goin', and
I gotta be strong
Just keep pushing on, but

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on movin'
Keep climbin'
Keep faith baby
It's all about, it's all about
The climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, woah

"Halo"

Remember those walls I built?
Well, baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make a sound
I found a way to let you in
But, I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm taking
I ain't never gonna shut you out!

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby, I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby, I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo
I can see your halo
I can feel your halo
I can see your halo
Halo, ooh ooh.....

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light
I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm taking
I'm never gonna shut you out!

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby, I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby, I can feel your halo
I pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo
I can see your halo
I can feel your halo
I can see your halo
Halo, ooh ooh.....
I can feel your halo
I can see your halo
I can feel your halo
I can see your halo
Halo, ooh ooh.....
Halo, ooh ooh.....
Halo, ooh ooh, oh........

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby, I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby, I can feel your halo
I pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo
I can see your halo
I can feel your halo
I can see your halo
Halo, ooh oh.......
I can feel your halo
I can see your halo
I can feel your halo
I can see your halo
Halo, ooh oh.......

Haiz=))~
Loving it =))~
Peace mates

2009-07-31T23:49:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary,

Spam as much as u want~
as long as i know im aint like dat its okae~
Thank =))~

Lets start went out with my fren wen suddenly at beach road~
i saw him~
that hippy skater~
i was so pissed and happy at the same time, his so diff now~
with his eyebrows trimmed and that dreads of him~
i really cant move on~
Im Sorry~
I just cant~
and no i cant deny that~
being inlove with someone u liked and loved for so long or even just few days it feels so much more than love~
It feels like heaven~
mayb its aint love at first sight~
but~
i just cant~
I find it kindda sad
the dreams that i have just fly awy~
i really dont like the silence~
as they speak the truth~
the facts!~
i dont know what to do~
to accepr the truth or just to dissect it~
im blinded by him~
im blinded by everything~
mayb putting out my feelings here just aint right~
people read it people comment it~
it just dont feel ryte~
but i just want him to read this and see how i see.~
.....
i found a way to ley u win~
but i let myself down~
every risk is taken~
im surrounded by u~
and it written all over my face~
cant move on~
your the only one i want~
bu its aint my fault~
arghhhhh....
GOD DAMMIT!!!!

Peace out mates~ =))~
take care =))~
Hug n kisses~ =(( =(( =(( =((

;Sex;Drugs;Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me; Yippy Hippy

2009-07-30T23:35:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary,

Mummy just came back from the hospital after a week retained~
my malay n levels oral was GREAT!~
quiet easy thou haha~
n now listening to RIA~
haha~
today quiet funny~
hahaha~
i dont know wad to say actually~
The sorrow is still there~
The pain is still there~
HGow i wish i could sing you a song on stage infront of all and tell you that theres no way im moving on FUCKER!
I hate you now thou~
but i have no SAY LARHH!!!~
uhhhh!~
god dammit~

;Sex;Drugs;Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me; Yippy Hippy Jipsy

2009-07-24T10:17:00.002+08:00

;Sex;Drugs;Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me; Yippy Hippy

Schoolll~

2009-07-21T11:27:00.002+08:00

Dear diary,

today i went to school.
Lol its like a miracle that im doing it~
haha~
schools okae for today~
alot of shocking vibes i got~
haha~
like dat guy in dat company~
like dat girl gettin fooled~
like dat guy being dumb~
its a total havoc!~
but its fun thou~
and guess wad
when art time our class went to the ITR,
and in there already have a laptop for the students to use!
WAD DA HELL!~
cool shyt ryte!~
fujitsu lappy with built in webcam and mic!
doiink~
i was shocked wen i got to find out~
wadever lets skip that~
now im bored to death~
SCHOOL PLEASE END FAST!!!!!!

Till here
Peace Mates~

;Sex;Drugs;Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me; Yippy Hippy

2009-07-15T20:36:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary,

Thanks Monsie for the concern~
hmmmpfh!~

im so in love with this song~

"Innocence"

Waking up I see that everything is OK
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

[Chorus]
This innocence is brilliant
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

[Chorus]

It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
This innocence is brilliant
Makes you wanna cry

This innocence is brilliance
Please don't go away
Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

Tearfull..
PEACE MATE~

2009-07-14T18:04:00.002+08:00

Dear diary,

Its been a quite day today, went to school to take my oral.
Got back feeling so tired....

Still sick, throat still hurting~
its so red~
I SAW WITH MY EYESSSS!~
it looks do painfulllllllllllll
obviously it is..
Doiink being dumb~

so boring...
the whole day sit infront of this lappy
dont even know what to do.

Till here
PEACE MATE~

;Sex;Drugs;Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me; Yippy Hippy

2009-07-14T00:35:00.003+08:00

Dear Diary,

Life have been so awfull, loads of its up and downs highs and lows.
Friendship turn to dust , Love faced its greatest challenge.
Sitting down here everyday and every night thinking what will happened tomorrow.
Should i get a grip?, and forget about the past? and move on with an open heart.
Or should i just sit in the corner waiting and regretting the past and future to come?.
what have i done?, where did i go wrong?.
Should i or should i not?.
These are the few random questions been playing in my head ever since.

I realise something that i was'nt really moving on.
I am still stuck in my own nightmare.
I am still sobering in my own sleep.
After what happened a month ago, it did'nt really open neither my eyes nor my heart.
i was flushed by the sound of my own sadness.
altough time pass and i should move on.
i tried and tried and finally i gave up.
his words went down the drain.
he dont really meant what he say.
or maybe he dont really understand what he said.
or mayb he just pitied me, because i was so into him?~
Im still lost.
Im still blurred.
And haunted by his presence.

God i really need to overcome this SHIT!

this is totally not about that fucker alif~

its all about that jipsy hippy =((
Peace Mates~

;Sex;Drugs;Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me; Yippy Hippy

2009-07-13T21:54:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary,

Gawd dammit Been sick since last wednesday!
Till now!~
and my throat is so damn hurting...
urghhhhh....
i didnt got to celebrate Yuyul's bdae
so SORRY!!!~
i was freakin sick~
Today supposed to go for my "N levels" English oral~
but didnt attend~
DAMMIT!~
cant bear dis for another moment!~

Im speechless now~

PEACE MATE~

;Sex;Drugs;Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me; Yippy Hippy

today~

2009-07-09T22:44:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary,

Today was so not great!~
had to run for my 2.4 km~
haha~
half way gone~
Lost my stamina~
i've never failed n now i've failed~
wdh ryte~!!!

Anyway yesterday before going to school slack the whole day with
Haiqal, Din, Mamat, Jamil, Cikboss, hakim, wak leh??
wak leh isit his name~
i dont really know jeng~
doiink~

after school today went to East Coast BRAND NEW skate park!!!~
THE bowl was GREAT!~
Jyeahhh!~
fell alot but, ouhhwell we learn from our mistakes~
To me If theres a WILL theres a WAY~
and If you do DARE to DO something ur intrested in GO FOR IT NEVER SAY GIVE UP!~

LOL
I went back around 10.30pm slack around basket court den went back haha~
tirein day but over all was great!
anyway i have to wish someone!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUYUL!!!

Happy birthday to you!~
Happy birthday to you!~
Happy birthday to YUYUL!!~
Happy birthday to you!!!!!!!~

till here~
Peace Mate~

;Sex;Drugs;Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me; Yippy Hippy

Crazy Cousin!

2009-07-07T11:41:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary,

Yesterday was damn fun~
Got to went out with my LOVELY ROCKER COUSIN!!
Haiqal a.k.a BoBoI~
haha~
went out accompany jamil pay some stuff around 2 plus~
around 4 i think went to orchard, somerset ~
haha~
den to bugis~ its was freakin RAINING heavily when i was at town with my cousin~
and guess what i walked all the way WITHOUT SLIPPERS~
as it was Freakin Slippery!
haha~
i was so so soakin wet~
i was wearin jeans ~ tank top ~ denim jacket~ slippers!
my cousin ~ shorty shorts ~ denim jacket and dont forget SLIPPERS! and his cap on~
haha~
we had fun~
then went to mit MONSIE!!! HAHA~!!!
SHORTY TWIN OF MINE!!!~ =))
WE look alike tough haha~
I LOVE HER~
lets continue~
then we went to meet Zombie!!~
hahaha~
Crazy wak~
treated to TRANSFORMERS 2!!!!~
WHEEEEEEEEEEE
MEGAN FOX is sooo a guy, i can see his/her adams apple!!~
WDH!!!~
and sam kissed her~
gawdd~
it must be a NIGHTMARE for him!~
the movie was damn GREAT!!!
SO LOVING IT!~
then went back around 10 reach Eunos~
Slack at Basket for awhile~
den went home~
at around 12.30 i went back to basket~
there was Jamil, Cik Boss, Din, Mamat, Nazar, Haiqal (cousin)
hahaha~
so funny sia the whole night~
i went back around 3 plus hahaha~
Funny shyt!~

Till here Mates~
Peace Mates!!~

Sex;Drugs;Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me; Yippy Hippy

2009-07-04T23:16:00.003+08:00

Dear Diary,

let's continue from the latest post~
Friends?~
hmmpfh~
Friends dont talk bad about the other behind his/her back~

Some one told me that~
when i was away~
theres this "person" from my class~
it was art time and he/she said, that i cant make it to O LEVELS!~
Who is he/she to judge me!~
I have NO say!~
I'll prove to you GUYS out there I CAN MAKE IT!~
Not to make a BIG issue here~
But Please Mind ya OWN BUSINESS!~
what the hell!~

no comment!~

............................................................................................................................................................

;Sex;Drugs;Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me; Yippy Hippy

Life

2009-07-04T16:18:00.003+08:00

Dear Diary,

Life has been in its rocky edge~
Friends all faded away~
Love ran away~

school holidays been spending most of my time with "friends",
Skating, slacking around, and stuff......
but have you ever thought, u spend most of ur time with ur "out-side friends"
and not ur "school mates"...
sometimes your schoolmates may have some plans, but they dont even agree
or want to invite urself along....
Why not?~

Somerset! The worse place ever to be...~
Some people go there to enjoy themselfs~
for instance Skate, Slack around, enjoy moments over there~
But wad did some freaks go there for?~
GETTING OTHERS ON THEIR NERVES~
lets talk about "Syamil"
Borrowed my "PSP" and dont wanna return~
lets start~
he said his gonna give back~
told me to mit him here and there~
but guess wat he never turned up~
a few weeks later saw him at S.PARK talked to him~
and he said "i'll give you your PSP.... I'll give you TWO PSP... A New one and Your Old One.. The New one if the money dont drop by 3 days his taking it back... "
Let me ask you readers wad do u think~
I THINK HIS A PHATHETIC MORON!~
Wad the Fuck!!!
I was so blurred and pissed~
The only thing i wanted to do is HIT HIS FARKING FACE HARD!!!!.....
But Freddy came and pull me away!~
adoii!!~
next time let me hit him first!~
he just one moron who wants money!!! MONEY AND MORE MONEY!!!!~
By taking others stuff can give u money?~
yes it may!~
but theres concequences!!~
Thought of reporting it to the Police~
Why not he will be charged "Twice as much"
For Stealing and AWALL~
hahahhaha~

Monsie I Miss You!!!!~

Lets talk about my Love life~
Hmmmmpfh~
Some guys just dont meant their words~
"I just dont wanna lose you!"
Wad the HELL!!~
u saw me at S.PARK also make a dumb face!~
WAD DA HELL!!!
4 is my favorite number~
But u turn it into an unLUCKY number!~
I Have no say~
and todays is the 4th of july~
i thought its gonna be great~
im wrong~
I dont even know am still with ya or not~
im confused~
Thanks Baby~

Im out of words~
I'll update more soon~

Peace Mates~

;Sex;Drugs;Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me; Yippy Hippy

2009-06-01T20:15:00.002+08:00

Dear Readers~

hmmmpfh~
i have nothing to update on but,
i'll think of something~
currently staying with my aunt at Bukit Batok~
Far away from everywhere~
lol~
=))

dsa
;Sex;Drugs;Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me;

=))

2009-05-29T18:22:00.003+08:00

Dear Readers~

It's been a peaceful week here in eunos~
nth new happened except for my bestfren~
he had a girlfie~
n now he forgooten about me~
so much of the "I dont wana lose you!"~
im so sick and tired of all dis nonsense~
please just leave if you want to~
dont say words that you dont mean~

intelligence asst?~
LOL~
Bull!~
wad a name to give me~
haha~
Helping a Friend out~
ANYONE WANTS PIERCINGS PLEASE LET ME KNOW THRU MSN! =))
Be happy to assist you Thank You~
WDF!~
lol~

Current Music addiction ; LOVE STORY~
Current Gaming addiction ; Left 4 Dead~
Current Random addictions ; Piercings~ PEACE~
Current Mood ; Lost,Blur,Bored,SICK!

LISA, YANCINE, HANABINTANG
=))
WANNA PUT YA SHYTS ON MA SIS~

PUT YA SHYTS ON ME FIRST~

AND PLEASE LEAVE YA CONTACT NUMBER IF YA AINT COWARD~

PUT YA DATE TYME AND PLACE~

SETTLE THIS SHYT ONE AND FOR ALL!

DONT BE A SLUT!~
WASH YA BUTT!~

And Lisa Lisa Lisa~
Saying people a coward doesnt mean your aint one~
saying people fanatic doesnt make you aint one~
you are one fanatic and cowardd moroon =))
dont you know saying others fat doesnt make you skinny~
and yeah for wat i know your one FAT ASS~
I Know who the hell ar you~
your IP is so busted now~
and saying to correct others english~
doesnt make yours perfect =))
so learn from your lesson~
dont let your mouth put you in danger =))
and BTW Lisa dat name SOOOOO DONT MATCH your freakishlie Attitude and Appearence BITCH! =))
And btw NuNu and Josh =))
You guys arent always ryte =))
Poly student? LOL~
you cant think that well nunu~
nunu tk pernah balas budi baik mimin n yaya =))
bile susah dgn dewa siape turon!
sampai pagi baru balek!
should let dewa killed you that day~
not only guys are EGO'S GIRLS ARE TOO!~ =))
And josh stop actin ur always ryte and stop acting your the clever one~
my respect for you guys are all gone~

NO ONE IN THIS WORLD IS PERFECT!
AND STOP ACTING AS IF YOU GUYS ARE GWAD DAMMIT PERFECT!~
DONT BE A FOOL!~
OPEN YOUR MIND!~
OPEN YOUR HEART!~
WHAT GOOD DEEDS ANOTHER HAVE DONE TO YOU~
BUT THERES NO ONE APPRICIATES IN THE END~
JUST LIES BULLSHYTS AND A LOT OF RUMOURS!~
IS THIS HOW YOUR GONNA SURVIVE IN FUTURE TO COME?~
IS THIS HOW YOUR GONNA TEACH YOUR YOUNG ONES?~
WHEN YOU ARE THE ONE WHO HAS BEEN ACTING LIKE A KID~
EVEN SOME KIDS HAVE A MATURE THINKING!~
AND SOME ADULTS THINK LIKE A KID!~
THATS WHY AGE IS NOT A MATTER~
LIFE CAN BE SUCH A DISGRACE, SUFFER, MISERY~
ALL COME WITH A REASON~
AND GOES WITH A REASON~
AND EVEN BESTFRIENDS~
THEY COME AND THEY GO!~
LIKE HOW THE FLOWERS BLOOM AT SUMMER~
AND DIED AT AUTHUM~
LIFE OF A HUMAN BEING IS TO ME SO MUCH SIMILAR TO FLOWERS =))
BEAUTIFUL PETTLES~
PREETY COLORS~
=))
IM NOT SAYING IM PERFECT~
IM A REBEL, IM A JACKASS~
I DO STUPID STUFF!~
BUT ATLEAST I DONT RUMOUR AROUND LIKE A BITCH TO PEOPLE~
I DONT SAY CRUEL THINGS TO OTHERS~
I SAY WATS RIGHT AND FACT~
I MAY DO STUPID FUNNY THINGS AND MAKE FUN OF MY OWN SELF~
ATLEAST I HAVE THE CONFIDENCE~
AND IM AINT A COWARD~
I MAY BE A JERK~
BUT ATLEAST IM NOT DUMB UNTIL I CANT THINK, WADS TO COME AND WADS TO END~

PEACE MATES TILL HERE~
TAKE CARE~

;Sex;Drugs;Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me;Yippie Hippie =))

2009-05-28T00:50:00.000+08:00

Some people are just freakishlie NAIVE~
HEY babe mirror yah self please~
i aint here to entertain ya shyt im here to put ma shyt on ya~! anyway lets start~
ya words are all crap~
and hey wad the hell~ SOMEONE TOLD ME THAT
"HEY IF THEY WANNA TWO FACE MIE OF BACKSTABBED ME Y NOT TELL IT ON MY FACE~ WHY MUST THEY SAY IT BEHIND OF ME?~
ARE THEY COWARDS."
hahaha LOL~
Your aint a GIRL OF YOUR WORDS!~
LOL~
saying other a COWARD or anything NEGATIVE~
WILL always LEAD BACK to the person who said that shyt in the first place~
Why the quarrel here~ when u can meet me face to face!~
i can BE your FARKIN DOG!~
JUST put the time and PLACE~
and we'll settle this shyt once and for all!~ LOL~
wad? im ugly fat and my face is oily?~
GAWD DAMMIT!~
LOL~
inner beuty is much more respectable then outer beauty~
hey gerl please please mirror urself~
im aint here to entertain and post bout ya!~
but your one bad ass!
hey peeps wanna know who da hell it its?~
gawd dammit?
LISA??
HANASTAR??
YANCINE?
YOU GUYS ARE SO THE SAME ASSHOLES~
OMG~
no guts!
NO DIGNITY!
=))
written by BC a.k.a MIMIN!~ =)) Live IT!~
Yaya =)) Get a Life Babe!! =))
Fanana =)) Yo BITCH~ Get the hell outta here!~

Sex;Drugs;Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me;

life's an adventure =)

2009-05-27T21:37:00.003+08:00

Its been damn long since i updated~
not much to say~
life have been an adventure~
love have been a riddle~
=))
june holidays is coming~
but gawd dammit no holidays for the grads~
doiink~
wad a pain in the ass dammit~
got a new number~
yey~
got an hp~
yey~
kae i swear im not gonna b clumsy no more~
and lose another hp~
OMG~
a total of 6 hp's, 1 mp4, 2 mp3,1 psp, i've lost~
CLUMSY RYTE! DAMMIT!
haha~
LOL~
anyway we had a debate in school i mean in my class~
about school uni~
guess who won~
FAHEEMS group dammit~
haha~
nvm~
theres gonna b another debate soon~
TRACY! I LOVE U!~ haha~
crazy bitch ever!~
last long ayte!~ =))
=(( gawd dammit~
haha~
i wanna MIGRATE to LONDON or UK please!!!
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE~
lolololololol~
i wouldnt b at skate park for awhile friends~
alot of shyts going on ~
haha~
anyway yesterday i ate 3 ice-cream BEN & JERRY'S~
then i hate whole lot of CHOCO'S yummy!!!!!!!
choco's are girls best friend~
i dunnue wad reallie occure yesterday till i was damn furious haha~
niwae MOVING ON~
My bestie? LOL~
no comment~
Hey peeps i'll update soon ayte~ =))
Take care readers~
for my new num please contact me thru MSN
avril_lavinge_punk22@hotmail.com =))

;Sex;Drugs;Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me;

Mummy~

2009-04-23T23:24:00.003+08:00

Just now went out with mummy~
went to update my bank account ~
wheeeeeeeeeee
OKB!~ =))

tomorrow going YP =))
bubbye readers~
update more soon~

;Sex;Drugs;Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me

=))

2009-04-23T23:18:00.003+08:00

Some pictures outing with Yaya, Fanana and MYSELF! =))

I miss HIm!~

2009-04-22T09:12:00.002+08:00

i MISS him so much!~
GAWD~
expecially when i hear to this song~

(Karena ku sayang kamu)

Seandainya kau ada disini dengankuMungkin ku tak sendiriBayanganmu yang selalu menemanikuHiasi malam sepikuKuingin bersama dirimuKu tak akan pernah berpaling darimuWalau kini kujauh darimu'Kan slalu kunantiKarena ku sayang kamuHati ini selalu memanggil namamu, dengarlah melatikuKu berjanji hanyalah untukmu cintakuAdakah rindu dihatimu, seperti rindu yang kurasaHaruskah ku terus terlena, tanpamu di sisikuKu 'kan slalu menantimu

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M1vZThbL64Y

hmmm~

shouldnt have bumped into him that day~

should have just forget about him~

as if his nth already in my life~

OMG~

-_-

this is all BULLSHYT!~

nth can make mie forget you~

You are my one and only FUCKAH

IMY~

ILY~

=))

*A'B*

;Sex;Drugs;Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and mie;

TeeHee~

2009-04-20T17:42:00.003+08:00

OOpPsSs~
I kindda did'nt attend skewl just now~
hahaha~
LOL~
monday morning slack till 5 a.m~
then went back sleep~
and cant wake up an hour later~
LOL~
Sorry mr. amir~
ya cant make me go to skewl~
YEY~ HAHAHAHAH~
ayte
lets change the topic~
i wanna talk about that BITCH!~
not that SugaRenny~
But~
BabyLonely a.k.a BL a.k.a Syikin~
ya'll lets start~
she a BITCH and i HATE her!~
every of my GUY she must get to know and keep in contact!~
SHES ATTACHED and she still wants my GUYS!~
WDF!~
get ya own BITCH!~
i love my guy friends!
i love them coz i have not that many girlfriends~
y?
i guess im aint dat feminine or girly~
haha~
BL get a LIFE!
You Lier!~
when ya slept over my place~
then ya talked to my ex- boyfriend~
ya guys talk in a manner as if i dont understand wat ya talking about!~
LOL!~
read your messages!
heard ya conversations~!!!!
i KNOW i shouldnt MIND!
BUT HEY!!
BITCH you know that i still have a HEART for HIM!
ya think im stupid huh?
i dont know wad ya up to?~
FUCK YA!!!!
I KNOW EVERY SINGLE THING P.F.H......
you made MY HOUSE like an HOTEL!~
check in ~
check out~
MY MUM the one ya called MUMMY!~
Ya made her like a maid~
And my maid That ya called BIBIK!~
Ya made her like ya own MAID!~
FUCK OFF she's mine!~
and STOP MAKING others DO YA STUFFS!~
CLEAN YA CRAP!~
wanna know wat
YOU AINT THAT DOPE BITCH!~
Ya nothing!
But~
Just an OLD CRAP!~
minda ya lang in time to come~
gimmie ya shits!~
YA aint that BIG yaw~
=))
See Ya Later
Meet ya in time to come!~
Mwah~ (Missing Hym)

;Sex;Drugs;Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me;

So happy~

2009-04-19T23:21:00.002+08:00

Okae~
went out with my family went to my cousin place~
But when we reqach there!
OMG there was nobody HOME!!~
GODDAMMIT!!!!!
I wan freaking mad!~
haha~
then went to Tamp mall did some shopping~
Bought some Bottoms, Tops And inside out~
hahahaha~
LOL~
then called Fanana~
asked her where she is~
she told me shes with yaya at pasir ris park~
yey!~
Finallie then went there hahaha~
had so much fun~
called Miss16 asked her where she is she said
shes at pasir ris park too~
haha~
but too bad never went to meet her~
yesterday went out to skate park~ bla bla bla~
den walk around far east~
met uncle sam and his wife~
didnt saw FARHAN KATEK around my cute cute older cousin~
hjahahahahha~
woah~
when i was at skate park god i saw Black~
LOL
shocked, happy and sad at the same time~
really2 miss him~
wad can i do we r nothing now =))
so just lead a happy life ayte~
and Black tagged mie~ i tot u linked mie to ur blog haha~
but it was email~ hmmmmm~
where u get LINK to my BLOG?~
hhahaha~
LOL~
monday going to skewl~
so long already never go~
Hahaha
feel like not going anymore al;so have~
Hahahah~
yeahhh~
i dont know larh~
dont even feel like taking my ''N's''
LOL~!
ayte readers GTG~
anything i'll be online~ =))
avril_lavinge_punk22@hotmail.com~
=))
Take care friends
mwah mwah!~

;Sex;Drugs;Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me;

LOL

2009-04-16T17:42:00.002+08:00

OKAY TODAY WAS A LIL BORED~
BUT got to find out some info about school jst now !
and FAHEEM awwwwwwwww ur soo busted hahaha~
you said your bored tats y u did tat

SO

~ who cares im bored too soooooo i'll blog about u~

FAHEEM FROM 4H BEDOK NORTH SECONDARY SCHOOL MY CLASSMATE FELL WHILE RUNNING FOR HIS NAFA SHUTTLE RUN ABOUT 9.30 AM ALTOUGH I WASNT THERE BUT SHYT!!! THIS CRAP JUST CAME TO MIE
haha
LIVE IT! JYEAH!~

;Sex,Drugs,Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me~

2009-04-14T11:53:00.002+08:00

let us go on with the update about renny BITCH =))
ayte somwhow i met her at EAST COAST PARK~
lol~
OMG! i was so kind to her! WDF!~
invite her to come drink with us~
she dont want to she said she drank alreadie LOL
U GUYS DRINK BREEZER AND ALL THOSE Below 10% rase aper!~??
LOL HAHAHAHHA~
we drank Vodka there was 2 bottles there are about 8 of us LOL~ =))
theres SIS AMY, YAYA, KAK ZIANA, DAN(YAN), SHAFIQ, ABAS, NAS, AIDIL
LOL~
we had alot of FUN!~
hahaha!~
kae lorx let me grab some pics of that BITCH!
and you guys see it for yourself ayte!
Signing off!

;sex;Drugs;Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me;

yey~

2009-04-14T11:42:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was fun~
didnt go to school~
went out to my cousins place around 8~
heee~
had fun~
2 packs of cigs finnish~
LOL~
now im in school having CPA~
and its damn boring~ LOL~
loads of nonsense~
Loads of Irritating fuckers~
and Loads of SINGING!~
expeciallie gavin and akmal!~
god!~
LOL~
now haikal is joining!~ same goes to muz!~
hahaha~ so funny liow ! =))
kae ayte update soon farkin bvored wanna check my tagged =))
Take care readers =)

OMG!

2009-04-10T02:45:00.003+08:00

OMG!

her blog is soo sooooooooooo no comment!~
haha~
feel like pukeing~
every sentence must have this few werds "Lah Kan","Lah Ehk""peh"
LOL~
typicals!~
she blog about that P.F.H lol~
so funny~
LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL
AND YEAH her name is SUGARENNY LOL~
cool or wat her nick~
its cool butttttttt its so bitchy~
want to have a job easy go to the nearest whore mansion!~
LOL~

and peeps!
IF YA HAVE DA GUTS!

PUT YA NAME ON MA TAGBOARD!

IF YA HAVE DA GUTS TO PUT YA CRAPS~

OUH PLEASE DO AS YA WISH~

BUT DONT MAKE MA BLOG LOOK SO DIRTY WITH

YA CRAPS IN IT~ =))

LIVE IT WHORE! =))

And seriuzly YOU DONT KNOW WHAT BULLSHYT AND CRAPS THAT APIT STAR OF YOURS TALK ABOUT YA AYTE=)) YOUR SO EASYLY HOOKED WITH~ =)) LO

and yeah my blog my werds my life LIVE IT!

;Sex,Drugs,Alcohol;Marijuana aint just for you and me;LIFE

2009-04-09T22:42:00.002+08:00

Went SheeShaa yesterday~
Got Drunk =))
its fun fun funf fun~
but still missing her~
wdh!~
adoi!!
and anyway!

Ouhh Renny Renny Renny!~
I AINT SCRAPED WITH YA WORDS AYTE?~
YOU KNOW MY N SHAFIQ NOTHING ALREADY~
WHY YOU ASK~
JUST TO SEE IF I ADMIT OR NOT ISIT?~
LOL!~
YOUR SO FUNNY BITCH!~
NOT ONLY FUNNY TYPICAL TOO!~
HAHAHAHAHHA!~
YOU WANT THAT MATREP CALL APITSTAR!??
GET HYM!!
I DUMPED HIM SO GO GET HYM!!
WHY I DUMPED HYM~
LOL RANDOM QUEST HIS A MATREP AND HE STILL LOVES YOU BITCH!
S.O.A.B~
GO!
I DONT GIVE A FUCK!
STOP ACTING SO KIND TO ME~!
AND FRANKLY YOUR PREETY BUT YOUR BRAIN ROTS!
BUT I GUESS PIG ASS IS MUCH MORE PREETIER THAN YOUR FACE~
WHO KNOWS~ ONLY GOD KNOW~ LOL~
WELL WHAT CAN I SAY~
YOUNG GIRLS LIKE YOU DONT HAVE BRAINS~
OOPS SORRY SOME YOUNG GIRLS LIKE YOU DONT HAVE BRAINS TO THINK MATURELY!
LOL~
SOME YOUNG GIRLS LIK EYOU CAN THINK LIKE AND ADULT BUT YOU?~
YOU THINK LIKE A BABY OR BETTER A TRAMP?
DONT KNOW WHAT TRAMP IS GRAB A DICTIONARY BITCH!
SO WHAT SHAFIQ'S MUM INVITE YOU TO THEIR PLACE THIS FRI(LABOUR DAY) FOR DINNER~
SO WHAT HIS SENDING YOU TO SCHOOL (thursday) ~
SO WHAT~
WHY THE HELL ARE YOU TELLING ME ALL THIS~
I DONT NEED TO KNOW~
YOUR NOT EVEN MY BEST FRIEND AND WHY ARE YOU TELLING ME
ABOUT YOUR LIFE!~
AND NOW IM SELLING YOUR LIFE!
LET THE WORLS KNOW HOW HORRIBLE YOU ARE!
YOUR JUST SO TYPICAL!
GET A BRAIN!!!!
GET SOME KNOWLEDGE!
ND DONT EVEN DARE TO CALL ME AGAIN!
OR YOU'LL SEE MY FACE AGAIN FOR THE SECOND TIME NEARBY YOUR SCHOOL!
THIS TIME I AINT GONNA GIVE YOU FACE!!!
BOTH OF YOU ARE SUCH A P.F.H dont know what that means?~
ask and I.M expert! B.I.T.C.H.!

SAY IT ONCE SAY IT TWICE BOOM! YOUR DONE WITH!
TAKIN CARE BABE =))
I'LL WAIT FOR IT =))
AND SO DO YOU =))

;Sex,Drugs,Alcohol;Marijuana aint just for you and me;LIFE

to my dearest Friend~

2009-04-09T22:09:00.006+08:00

TO my dearest friend

A'an~

firstly my name is Yasmin Sahira and NOT Yasmin Sahirah sygoii!~

okae now lets start~
No one really knows my intentions of letting BL sleep over my place~
welll, dont assume without knowing~
shes not my best friend
You are my best friend
my intention is to dig her shits out!!
shes just a pain in the ass when she was here at my place~
nobody knows why~

im hurt~ sad~ frustrated~

n NO ONE to turn too ayte!! no one~

you guess come assuming stuff~

and that day you said

"for what i want to tell insane since his close to you its better for me to tell LJ since shes not close to you"

sangop =(

n yeah we go through thick and thin togather ur right~
but on that time i couldnt bear much!
i dont know who to trust~
You? Insane? DP? and more~
insane told dp that i was a bitch dp told mie and then i hated u~
but i wasnt reallie hating u~
i was just furious and wanting the truth~
but i guess im just to late to find out more~
everyone now knows im the greatest BITCH ever~
and better im not ur friend no more~
WDF?~
do u know i really miss u asshole dont u?~
OMG~
I miss those Hugs of yours concerns, kisses on my checks when we meet each other~
those silk smooth hand when you wipe my tears~
when ice and afiq left me your the only fren i have~
where did all that gone~
and yeah its all my fault~
i shouldnt have trust no one~
y must it be me~
is there any explainations to all this insanity!~????
i didnt cheat on anything~!
dont assume stuff ayte!~
now u know the truth~ Now not only You know the truth!
Whoever visits my blog and read this post KNOW the truth!~
so dont say im cheating on u my dearest friend!~
nobody is~
I really2 Miss you~
there is'nt anyone who can occupy ur space in my hear~
miss those days~ everyday to your place~
talk crap~ go out with no money or dont even know where to go~
slack at ur place~
did ur hair and make up for ur Prom Night~
i miss those days~ mayb when it is my turn for the Prom NIght
you can lend e a helping hand~
hmmpf~
To end this post i just have a 2 words to say~
Im Sorry~
if you donnt have enuf sincererity in you dont forgive me~
if you sincere enough its still up to you~
nobody kows how hard is it to lose a Best Friend like you~
you aint like no other~
Your Dope ass~
your awsome~
preety~
ur just perfect~
but i guesss im not~

So please here this ; Nur Farahana a.k.a A'an a.k.a Nana a.k.a Miss16
ILY~
ps; Your enemy will always be your best friend~
Your Best Friend will always be your enemy~
but that is just a myth~
treat you friend , best friend and enemy equaly~
but your best friend will always be there for you~
like skin and nails =))
hope you read this friend
I'm Out

;Sex,Drugs,Alcohol;LIFE;Marijuana aint just for you and me

Wedding Dresses~ =))

2009-04-08T09:53:00.002+08:00

Wedding Dresses!!

I wantt!!!!

;Sex,Drugs,Alcohol;Marijuana aint just for u and me =)) LIFE!

sheesha

2009-04-08T09:50:00.003+08:00

Went sheesha with~

Kid, Bobby, Jack Jack, And myself =))

;Sex,Drugs,Alcohol;Marijuana aint just for u and me =)) LIFE!

Changes

2009-04-06T23:47:00.003+08:00

Life Change and people change too~
its 2009
some people forgive and forget~
but some just being to naive~
mayb u were one of my besties but
u dont reallie seem to reallie show~

...........

school great but sometimes it reallie sucks too~
the students some of them are farked up craps~

.........

love life ? lose it~ let it go~
enjoy ? not entirely~

...........

40 students in class
estimated 20 chinese and 20 malays~
11 girls 29 guys~
40 frens~
true frens 5~
they are faking kindda frens 11~
the rest peace makers~

...........

last time there used to be this girl
staying at tamp~
she used to be everything to me~
but somehow some people told mie she backstabbed me
but i dont really know is it true or not~
some things are just meant to kept quite about~
now shes happy with her life~
let her be~

..........

Freekz I Miss Her So Much!!!
she is my one and only!!!
no guy no lady can replace her~
but i guess she change~
we use to mit up for gatherings~
but now~
NOTHING~

.........

Fanana ouh well
shes kindda changed
not that much~
try harder mayb?~
no matter wad the Love for a Dearest Sister will alwaes stay~

.........

BL hmmmpfh~
she's gone for GOOD!~ haha~
used to be frens now BULLSHYT!~ =))

.........

School frens much??
haha~
Yuyul
yi chun
haliza
sekda
fifi
they are all great but sometimes im quite Invisible

.........

Fafa ouhh well~
Thanks babe for the skin~

.........

the rest
I have no COMMENT~

.........

You know wad~
once a wise men told mie~
ACTIONS SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS~
Small acts of Kindess can make the person remember forever~
yarh ryte!
nothing really matters~

.......
Am I That Invisible In Your Eyes Friends~
if that what you call them~
i think i was once right about something
"Maybe being quite is the best thing to do;"
"some things are just meant to be Kept;"

;Sex,Drugs,Alcohol;Marijuana aint just for u and me =)) LIFE!

2pac changes lyrics~

2009-03-30T21:10:00.003+08:00

Did'nt go to skewl today~
farkin bored~
wake up around 3 take a bath went out with my sister
and izzi went to play pool at grandlink~
gawd i won but to bad lost quite a few tymes shyt~
saw my schoolmate~ atleast people wave at hym he wave back~
unlike some arrogant assholes~
haha~
niwae last friday my teacher mrs whoever i forgot her name
gave my class a worksheet to work on ~
and the worksheet is about (2pac lyrics and the song is called changes)
they lyrics is all about racis between the whites and blacks the west coast and the east coast, war,drugs,murder/killing,police brutality,jealousy and selling drugs to young kids/ kids consuming drugs =))
heres how the lyrics goes~

(2pac-changes)
Come on Come on
i see no changes wake up in the morning and i ask myself
is life worth lving should i blast myself?
i'm tired of bein' poor & even worse i'm black
my stomach hurts so i'm lookin for a purse to snatch
cops give a damn about a negro
pull the trigger kill a nigga he's a hero
give the crack to the kids who the hell cares
one less hungry mouth on the welfare
First ship 'em dope & let 'em deal the brothers
give 'em guns step back watch 'em kill each other
it's time to fight back thats what Huey said
2 shots in the dark now Hueys dead
i got love for my brother but we can never go nowhere
unless we share with each other
we gotta start making changes
learn to seeme as a brother instead of 2 distant strangers
and thats how its supposed to be
how can the devil take a brother if he's close to me?
i'd love to go back to when we played as kids but things changed, and that's the way it is

(bridge/changing ad libs)
Come on come on
that's just the way it is
things'll never be the same
that's just the way it is
aww yeah

(verse2)
i see no changes all i see is racist faces
misplaced hate makes disgrace to races
we under i wonder what it takes to make this
one better place, lets erase the wasted
take the evil out the people they'll be acting right
'cause both black and white is smokin crack tonight
and only time we chill is when we kill each other
it takes skill to be real, time to heal each other
and altough it seems heaven sent
we ain't ready to see a black president
it aint a secret dont conceal the fact
the penitentiary's packed, and its a filled with blacks
but some things will never change
try to show another way but you stayin in the dope game
now tell me whats a mother to do
bein' real dont appeal to the brother in you
you gotta operate the easy way
"I made a G today"
But you made it in a sleazy way
sellin crack to the kid. "i gotta get opaid"
well hey, well thats the way it is.

(Bridge again)

(talking)
We gotta make a change...
It's time for us as a people to start makin some changes
lets change the way we eeat, lets change the way we live
you see the old way was'nt working so it's on us to do
what we gotta do, to survive

(verse 3)
And still i see no changes cant a brother get a little peace
its war on the streets & the war in the middle east
instead of war on poverty they got war on drugs
so the police can bother me
and i aint never did a crime i aint have to do
but now i'm back with the facts givin it back to you
dont let em' jack you up
back you up
crack you up and pimp slap you up
you gotta learn to hold ya own
they get jealous when they see ya with ya mobile phone
but tell the cops they cant touch this
i dont trust this when they try to rush i bust this
that's the sound of my tool you say it aint cool
my mama didnt raise no fool
and as long as i stay black i gotta stay strapped
& i never get to lay back
'cause i always go to worry 'bout the pay backs
some buck that i roughed up way back
comin' back after all these years rat-a-tat-tat-tat thats the way it is uhh

(bridge til' fade)

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sheesha valentines special ~

2009-03-27T14:26:00.003+08:00

SheeShaing At Nabins =))

Pitures Enjoy =))

=)) Happy Happy Happy =))

3 day's to do~ hee

2009-03-26T16:50:00.005+08:00

Ayte~ i did'nt go to school just now~
and now, i just woke up and its farkin bored~
yesterday school was full of crap but fun haha~
last 2 days i bump into FIONA!!
shes freakin preety now~
miss you so much FIONA~
haha~
cant forget the days~
cheerleading before that went swimming~
while everyone is practiceing in school haha~
so funny~
ate at LJS.~
.....
Lucian told mie tomorrow(Friday) theres "HB" gath
he invite mie along~
i don't think i'm following~
LOL~
.....
Saturday mayb going out,
with my old old frend~
.....
Sunday my baby bro
need to go to the mosque
argg~
dunnue want to follow or not~
yuyul mayb folowing~
fifi mayb~
halizah oso mayb~
Fanana following~
=p
go there they'll recite
then my baby bro will be carried around to cut
a little piece of his hair~
in malay we call it (cukur rambut)
hees~
.....
Till here reader's~
b back soon~
Take care~

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school

2009-03-25T12:07:00.003+08:00

Im at school now and its so boring~
haha~
so sleepy
so tired~
i still have a hour plus
till its time to go home~
haha~
finish my coursework!
YEY FINALLIE!~
freakishlie happy~
haha~
now i can sit back and relex~
enjoy the glory of others getting
tortured in doing their coursework
LOL~
its been so long since im sane~
LOL~
god dis stuffs making mie insane~
doiink~
im bored~
and my head is empty~
i dont evenknow wat to type about~
n yeah~
guess wad wen i was on my tagged~
dat stupid asshole added mie~ haha~
whos dat asshole guess~
LOL~
while i was typing that sentence above
my classmate Winston sliped and
almost fall~
hahahaha~
it was just so horrible
haikal doing his own business
fafa just came in
they are so late haha
well lets go on li kings leg is on the CPU
akmal and fais goofing around
fifi concentrating on the comp screen
khalisah typing stuff
sekda smileing by herself LOL~
akmal makin fun of teacher fais too~
mr lau is so mad and irritated~
haha~
they are so funny~
fadhila writting stuff~
akmal asking muz to sit with him
muz dont want~
fafa walking around and sitting at her place back~
yuyul doing her stuff n not bothering others
gavin asking the teacher some stuff~
suhaili arrangeing papers LOL~
yi chun doing her stuff..
LOL~
IM OUT~

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=))

2009-03-24T11:19:00.005+08:00

Heyya~
been week since i update ~
ok here goes~
Been sick for a week~ and i was at my aunts place at bukit batok
so its damn far from the place i really lived in~
haha~
i came bck to eunos on saturday~
I miss my lil bro soo much~
HE CAN EVEN CRAWL ALREADIE~
hahs
been sick and now syammy is making mie more sick~ god dammit u~
haha~
neh happy alwaes~
my parents and friends keep telling mie to take my medi forcing mie~
OMG!
shutup i hate medi~
darn~
ate Ben & Jerry's Ice-cream , eat choco~
Get drunk, smoke, smoke~
smoke smoke smoke smoke, drugs drugs drugs.
dats all i did from last sat til dat sun~ haha~
and now im bck to school~
god its so bored
haha~
gtg~
i havent finish my coursework yet but im here~
haha~
TAKE CARE READERS~
be back soon ya'll

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pit~

2009-03-18T23:49:00.004+08:00

Hey~ hey~
Hooray!
i'm bored aha~
kae just got back from east coast park
just follow a friend to the pit aha~
but guess who i saw shikah~ hee~
my school mate aiyahhh!~
den i saw YANSTAR~ lol
my long lost lover wakakkaka
kidding.. hee
played taiti won 1 or 2 tymes lost alot haha~
but overall yeah its fun~
haha~
getting readie for tomorrow!
SWIMMING here i come haha~
wheeeeeeeeeeeeee~
TAKE CARE READERS!
MUAX LOVE YOU GUYS!

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hey hey hey

2009-03-18T15:34:00.004+08:00

Kae its so bored here ryte now!
gaaah!~!!
yaya out went to a gathering at sembawang park~
and im stuck at my aunts place with nth to do till sat!~
god dammit!
haha~
woke up around 1 tried to change my skin but
some skins dont seem to b wad i want haha~
lol~
kae go~
im out wanna find someone to slack with!
haha~
TC friends muah muah!

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today~

2009-03-18T00:56:00.003+08:00

Ayte lets start!
went out at about 2 ~
went to hougang teach my freakin fren to play the freakin guitar
but he just cannot get it into his head~
OMG
even my fren sara could~ lol~
then went to back around 8 haha~
went out again around 9~ lol
went to my aunts place at bukit batok~
reach here around 10 i tink~
haha~
god dammit im damn bored~
now just slakin around with my cousin and his fren~
god its so boring here~
but yeah~
tomorrow goin jogging then swimming~
den going for gathering at sembawang park i tink~
lol~
i MISS my schoolmates so much~
hope to see them soon!
=)
till here frens~
c u soon ya'll!~

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valentines Seoul Garden~

2009-03-17T13:05:00.003+08:00

>> At Seoul Garden<<

Jackass For SALE~ =)) 70% off~

YuYuL~FiFi~MiMiN~

YuYuL~FiFi~LiZaH

VALENTINES DAY PICS~
OUT with mui besties!~
go seoul garden and sheesha=)

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Trip to johor~

2009-03-17T12:36:00.008+08:00

FFanana and mie~ =))

Isnt she preety~ haha~ =))

Preety RYTE!! =))

The swit Lil sis wearing black~ MISS HER! she made for us this

Yaya~ FaNaNa~ MiMiN~

Its on the january hols when mie and my familly and also fanana's family~

went o johor Togather~

had fun when shopping~

eat enough~

smoke enough~

shop enough~

Sleep NOT Enough~

haha~

we stayed at a Hotel for 2 days i guessed~

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sch hols but im awake~

2009-03-17T12:22:00.005+08:00

Its 12.23p.m and im awake~

God! its supposed to be school holidae~

waking up late~

coming home late~

sleeping late~

doiink~

waiting for 1.30pm to go out~

i think its to hougang~ meeting some frens~

slacking around~

and yeah teach my friend how to play the guitar~

haha~

hope he doesnt get on my nerves!

LOL~

nowadays been great~

lifes much more fun~

if its not fun or attacking u in a manner~

wadever just smile~ =))

people around mie now are much much more kinder~

but as for my familly MY DAD is such a pain in the ASS!~

goodness gracious~

lol~

kae lets talk about school~

school~ im currently still in Bedok north sec~

my forth year and wdh N LEVELS are near~

ouh well~

been thinking after my N levels i want to take up for private O's~

after my O~ mayb just mayb~ i can my way to LA SALLE or mayb NAFA~

ouh how i wish~

haha~

students of 4H are great now~

really love them~ they are much more fun sporting and much much more~

CHANBARA!~

hey guess wad !

For the war game we WON FIRST YEAH 4H!

and akmal got 2nd or 3rd for the guys division

as for mie i got a madel for most outstanding girl =)

awwww its so fun!!!!

wheeee~

then while taking the medal for the war game~

the whole class came towards and took some pictures~

we are all soaking wet~

haha~

digusting yeah~

wdh~ i'll betta get readie to go out~

goodbye frens~

update soon ya'll~

Yaman!~ =))

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So long~

2009-03-17T00:00:00.003+08:00

Heyy!!
been so long
3 years has it been since i last logged in to my blog~
woah~
how long is dat~
kae lets start~
im happy to have my blog back~
creating new stuff
lead a happy life jyeah~
haha~
so till here i'll catch up with wat u and i missed tomorrow
ayte=))
Take care y dear Frens =)))

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CeLeBratInK

2006-11-18T23:36:00.001+08:00

YeY..

tOdAe CElEbRaTE nUi BelAtED bDaE mIe SiS bElAtEd BdaE aNd MiE cOuZieS BdAe
Da CaKe WaS bIg BuT iTs A nUmbEr 3 wDh...HEEheE
mIe UnClE gRiLl A lAmB cHoP aNd A BEeF sTeAk aNd FiSh&ChIp
HeeHeEwE wAS DAmN fUlL...WOW..DAMMIT...
gROwInK bIgGEr AnD BIgGEr EacH daE
muHAhahHAHhahha....
I gOrt AnOdEr $50 FrEm mIe GrAnPa...HheEHhEeE
iT Ws DaMn FuN...hAiYaA....K tIll HeR..TaKe CaRE..ByE...

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Yey?

2006-11-05T00:40:00.001+08:00

YEY!!!!

yEy...da day finally came..yeah dats rite..its ma birfdae..

on 4 nov...

mie dream came true

a miracle happened everything was loike different...

heehee....

i gort a pooh bear a ring and a necklace frem someone...hahaha

n more i gort more money hahaha....dats great...

btw

THANKS FOR ALL THE WISHES...

here's a berfdae song fer mie

Happy birth day to me

happy birth day to me

happy birth day to "YASMIN"

happy birth day to me

yey...

heehee...

hmm but it dunch seem reallie a miracle happened

on ma birfdae everything was blamed on mie

everything was my fault

i dinch evn do anything wrong haishhh...

i guess it wasnt reallie a miracle rite

haahaa but who cares...

hmmm

take care people...

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2006-10-26T20:19:00.002+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya

wHiShIN all muslim a Happy Hari Raya

And just wanna say sorrie fer anie sins i hab done to eu guys...

forgib mie aitez..hehe cmile...

so boring hari raya neber go out..haiya so bad..

heehee cant wait fer mie b'dae

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A PoEm fOr tOdAy

2006-10-11T17:54:00.001+08:00

...HeRe'S a pOeM...

I AM

I am a pet writting of my pain

I am a person living in life of shame

I am your daughter hiding my deep depression

I am your sister making a good impression

I am your friend acting like i am fine

I am a whisher whishing this life was'nt mine

I am a girl who thinks of a suicide

I am a teenager pushing her teears aside

I am a student who doesn't have a clue

I am the girl sitting next to you

I am the one asking you to care

I am your best friend hoping you'll be there

DOOM

Darkness dooms the world

for hours

good here

Is nothing againts the EVIL powers

until the night lurces away

and dark brought to day

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